Throughout my life, there will always be tough times, the question is... Will I bounce back or bounce backwards? After every rainstorm, the sun will ultimately rear its face.
Boys will sit and pout.
Men will focus on how to make themselves better tomorrow.
Stagnancy during times of despair is a clear cut sign of immaturity isn't it?
I am trying hard to stay positive and focus on progression.
I feel that I only get a certain endurance allotment before I eventually break. It even hurt innocent people around me.
Not every person is born with a silver spoon in his or her mouth and the ones who aren't must definitely work harder to achieve anything. It is undeniable that there are others who get whatever they want without breaking a sweat.
How many times I have heard someone complain about how "Life is unfair", even myself are complaining about it. There are so many things in lives that I so badly want it to work, but sometimes, things just don't go my way.
Trying so hard to stay in control of things and people, it somehow ends up with a bit of disappointment, frustration and even heartbroken. Little by little, I am losing myself in the process.
# My dear EDWIN, you screw up badly... You really need to freaking grow up and learn to be a better person... Wake up your bloody idea, you got nothing under your name that people can rely on. You are still nothing and therefore, you got no rights to be moody nor vent anger on anybody around you.
If you have a bad day or really moody, try cut ties with the world for the moment, goes into 'ghost mode' like what you are good at previously... Avoid saying nasty stuff and things that you don't really meant it. It's a mistake that can never turn back once the wrong words are used. That way, you can minimize the chances that you affecting other people's mood or even ruined their day for no good reason.
If people don't like what you are doing or feeling burden over it, you should simply stop doing it rather than continually being a annoying pest. If people skipped what you said, you should jolly well accept the fact that he/she want to avoid that particular topic because he/she didn't really like or keen about it and stop trying to bring up that particular topic again. Oh well...
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